Nerves

What is this I'm feeling inside?
I've never felt this way before.
The excitement for the road ahead,
is being drowned out by the nervousness,
of the step I must take,
and the fear of the implications,
of this path for me.
Emotions swirl between wanting to leap forward
and to dive back into the safety,
of my emotional fortress.
God,
I surrender these emotions to you.
Grant me peace in the step I choose to take,
to follow the call of your voice.
May my heart's desire to follow after You,
conquer the emotions, swirling in my head.